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CBD

Today I am trying CBD oil for the first time.  I’ve took 1ml so far today don’t feel any difference in pain or anything.  I’m hoping it will help.  I have my covid vaccine booked for next Saturday.  Another new thing I tried today was Subway.  Yup- first time for everything!! 

Pain in the night

  Well normally people can’t sleep because they are excited or nervous or even in love! Oh imagine how that would be. Like a summers day or a stroll along the beach!  Instead here I half lay, slumped in bed, in bed in pain.  Everyone is asleep and I hear the slow hum from the dehumidifier downstairs. There are next to no cars passing by now. It’s nearly 2am.   It’s frustrating because I am hilariously tired yet my body isn’t listening to my brain. Instead it’s screaming at me from inside reminding me time and time again that yes, remember me. The 4 letter word you ‘love’ so dearly. Sarcasm darling, that is the way we get through this b*tch “pain”.  At this hour there’s nothing to do but distraction. Today I’ve had the most painkillers I’ve had in a very long time. Of course being on this bloody period doesn’t help. Oh the irony. I don’t want to laugh at that pun tonight. It’s frustrating me to be a woman at this point of my life. Be gone menstrual cycle, I’ll be...

Intro

  A little about me.  My name is Meg* I am 35 years old and a mother to two children. A girl aged 12 and a boy aged 9.  I have just recently celebrated my 16th wedding anniversary.  I live in the uk in England.  I am a stay at home mum.  I have 4 sisters and 1 brother. My mum passed away in 2015, 5 years ago.  The main reason I want to start writing is because I have A.S.  Ankylosis spondylitis.