survivable?

 Is the pain survivable? My dear husband asked. 

I thought back to the hundreds of days and thousands of hours worth of pain I have “survived” 

Yes. It is survivable husband.  Cause I am surviving it?

He was asking me if the pain I had without taking my painkillers and anti inflammatories was survivable. As I tried to just take the CBD oil on its own last night. 

I woke up in horrible pain. But I could survive it. You get me? I can’t not. It goes on. Life goes on. Things don’t stop just because I’m in pain. 

It’s awfully hard for anyone to understand. 

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